i cried the moment i reached home. Locked myself in the toilet and cried. Cried until i think i ran out of tears, i stopped and bathed. Stood under the shower for dunno how long. depressed. yes. the strongest word i could think of. But i know i wasn't depressed. i was much MORE than depressed. i have no idea why. maybe its the feeling of being alone? it could be left out? and what about being forgotten, or in fact totally forgotten? haiz... i seriously dunno what i've done. i'm not angry or anything, just a bit upset today. Feel happy for huilin and huiyu, but still quite pissed at sher for siding with huiyu and making huilin feel damn bad. now they sorted things out and i'm quite glad. Just a little problem, as i mentioned. this is not meant for publicity, but theres no one i could turn to. i have totally have to say it if not i will just burst. Bursting is not very good... it will just make you go out of hands. it all happened in school today. It was just a TOTAL switch, quite amazing yea?

Drama lesson was enjoyable, although i wasnt really into it coz of depression. Acted as Fatimah, turned out quite well. after that, shermaine said that i stole her role from xi you ji. But act is only the name. Xi you ji that Fatimah was just lazing around. This Fatimah is a hardworking one. Grp members were Zhen Zhen, Christine, Steffi, Crystal and me. xin yun was very familiar with the script, the rest of us memorised our lines during recess [skipped recess] which wasnt a pleasant thing. Stomach was grumbling the whole time during maths lesson. Same thing, bored. hmmm... hope things go well tmr...

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001. real name : wAN tING <33
002. nickname: WANTING!!!
003. single or taken : single
004. zodiac sign : scorpio!
005. male or female :FEMALE
006. elementary : mcs
007. high : ST NICKS!!!
008. college : If i can even pass my o levels
009. eye color : a bit brown.[A BIT]
010. hair color : brownish blackish[ around there. not sure either]
011. long or short hair : short
012. shoe size :isit important?!
013. asthma? : NEVER
014. are you health freak : depends
015. height : sadly 161[i grew ok!]
016. do you have a crush onsomeone: yes
017. do you like yourself: YEA...
018. piercings :yupp(:
019. tattoos : gross!!
020. righty or lefty: if you want neatness, right!!!
FIRSTS:
022. first surgery : na
023. first piercing : on the EAR
024. first best friend: not sure abt it myself
025. first movie : i cant remember....
026. First sport you joined :er... cycling[ if you consider that as 1]
027. first pet : hamster<33
028. first vacation : malaysia [i guess]
029. first concert: dunno leh
030. first crush : its a secret
049. eating : bread??
050. drinking : milk...
052. i'm about :your age
053. listening to : music
055. waiting for : my PRINCE charming to save me from this horrible world
57. wearing : underwear
YOUR FUTURE :
058. want kids? : yea sure. why not?
059. want to get married? : how to hav ekids if you dun marry?-idiot-
060. careers in mind? : air stewardess [i must grow more!]
WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE SEX? :
068. lips or eyes? :...
069. hugs or kisses : kiss? hugs? depends on what kind of guy (:
070. shorter or taller : TALLER LAH!!! how to date shorter one... DIU LIAN!!!
072. romantic or spontaneous: dunno... both also can
073. sensitive or loud: BOTH
HAVE YOU EVER :
074.. kissed a stranger : no, but i dare you to.
075. lost glasses/contact: no, i'm responsible you know [right]
076. ran away from home : na.
077. broken any bones : i guess not?
078. broken someone's heart : i doubt so. unless...
79. been arrested : hell no.
080. cried when someone died : i dun think anybody died yet
DO YOU BELIEVE IN:
081. yourself: DUH!
082. miracles : unless it HAPPENS
083. love at first sight : maybe?
084. heaven : yes!
085. santa claus : LOL
086. fairies : people can't fly, even the smallest one. of course fairies doesn't exist.
087. angels : YEAH!!! all with GOD
ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :
097. Is there one or more people you want to be with right now? YES.
098. Is Superman really better than Batman? NO... both are weird to wear undies outside
099. Have you had more than one boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time? why u wanna know?

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